1 Januari 2011

My Family,

Father, mother,
I`m sorry till now I still couldn`t be what you all wanted

still can`t be the man you all dreamed

I really feel shamed to you all,
to my self

I didn`t know if I,
my self is usefull for anyone else!

I`m realy afraid to continue living
Afraid that some day,
everything will gonna be worst
If I remember u all, my tears will come down. My heart broken and I want to meet you for say sorry.
Sorry for my fals what I have done to you.
sorry because I still can`t pay anything for your sacrifice was take care of me with all u`r love and patiens.
I still fell shame. Really. . . . .
If God give me one request that is fulfilled, I will pray it for you, just for u two.